I miss you so much, can you see the pain inside my heart… I send you text, a way of showing what my heart feel for you… even though I don’t have a chances that you will receive or read it… I just pray that once my message is sent that you will receive it… part of my heart hope, part of it had a doubt…
When I wake up in the morning first thing I do is to open my laptop and check my mail… hoping I have an email from, but just like yesterday no email from you… I’m expecting thought I know it’s impossible for you to send me email… coz you way to busy, but its okay… when you have time I know you will send me one…
I wait for you to be online… thought I know you already sleeping… I still wait… seating in front of my laptop… listening Kenney Chesney songs, check a message forum to get information for the update for the site… but I don’t get any luck getting info same with I don’t have luck for you to be online…
Yet I understand… I don’t have the right to complain… do I… you know I stop myself from looking at your picture in the wall above the left side of my laptop… coz every time I do… I feel like you look directly at me… which in fact you do… coz I was the one who toke the picture…
I sure miss your green pair of eyes… I sure miss kissing those luscious lips of yours… I miss your laugh, I haven’t heard it in a while… I miss our talk… funny, I call you for me to be able to hear your voice… coz that all I can do for now, we can’t have long talked… bcoz of your job… but most of the time I end up in your voice mail…
My heart says I have to hear his voice… I must hear it… heart sure persistent… without the help of the alarm clock I still manage to got up in the middle of the night and call you… although I must say I might disturb you, but still I wont be able to sleep good if I don’t hear your voice…
It’s okay with me if you don’t have time to send me email or to be online as long as I can hear you voice… when I wanted to hear it… I know what you voice sound it’s in my heart on mind… but still I want to hear you voice straight from you lips not from my heart or my mind… I find satisfaction and happiness every time I hear you voice…
Since that all I can do for now, is to hear you voice… since I can’t be with you… I miss you so… from the deepest part my heart that aches for you… "its okay with me to sleep just the like sleeping beauty as long as, during the time that I was sleep… I’m with you… until the right time comes that you will kiss me… for me to wake up… and I will be with you this time for real not on dreams"…
